Eating Disoder Trigger Warning - Blog Posts

I love saying “I’m so normal, it’s crazy!”

like bitch you just age ten bucks worth of snacks that you bought for your friends graduation THEN threw it all up. Proceeded to crumble whatever was left into said toilet that you threw up in, started giggling and then cut yourself a few times then heard a noise freaked out and flushed that gross shit up and brushed your teeth and went to bed. boy it’s 1am on a school night, you got finals tomorrow get your ass to sleep

Binge = Killing myself

I feel so horrible throwing out food that was made/bought for me

I don’t want to fucking eat it but I feel like such a bad person for doing it

like oh my god just started sobbing and smashed a sandwich my mom made me

Manifesting -5kg for everyone who reblogs

i feel so fat i used to be thin when my ex broke up with me then i met a new boy and i gained some weight and he even said he prefered skinny girls. his ex's were stunning i need to get back in control. Gw for now is 115. then we'll go lower :P

My soul is a Peruvian lily

(TW: eating disorder mentioned)

I long for big hair,

A wild mane to mask the weight of my body.

For the Peruvian lilies bloom, then wither—

so why do I continue to leap towards the sun?

I once met a fiery little girl,

Her words dripping of hope and danger:

“The instant way to stay small

is to not eat at all.”

On the pilgrim roads, she took this vow and made it her own, for it was woven into her imperfect soul.

her parents would weep,

their voices fractured with ferocity—

but the beautifully normal was much too harsh for her tender ears.

And so, the breeze became a storm,

Whipping her past away,

her gut twisting uneasily with hunger she never dare speak before.

the faint taste of Diet Coke lingered in her mouth,

a bitter talisman,

Trying to stop the upchuck of breakfast from that day forward, or to rewrite hunger’s story.

But as always, the girl had not changed—

she just became smaller,

hungrier,

like the Peruvian lily

Deprived of

sunlight.

Not eating is just as much an eating disorder as over eating. Just saying.

Idk я хочу создать новый тг канал, но так со всего выгорела. И моя жизнь не настолько бурная для целого канала, возможно возобновлю активность тут

GUYS I SERIOUSLY CANNOT STOP EATING. Help me. Please, please, PLEASE. Give me tips on how to curb cravings or what to eat, something, anything. I don’t want to p*rge, but at this point, I might have to. :///

best th1nsp0 ive seen in a while

Can someone PLEASE tell me how can I make myself thrown upp seriously I just gagg I tried everything

Just discovered the ED rabbit hole on tumblr…

Have never been more disgusted. And I don’t mean the poor girls actually starving themselves. I am talking about the five accounts I just saw of women ‘promoting’ and wanting to ‘spread a message’. Almost all are thirty with the fan base of young girls. I am even more concerned when they have ‘mother’ in their bio.

Please, all women being affected by these ‘skinspo’ stalkers, block them. Do not fill your life or feed with them. ED is hard, but relapsing is worse. I hope all you beautiful people have a good day/night 🫶

I’m genuinely so curious abt this 🫠🫠