Eating Disoder Trigger Warning - Blog Posts

A4a reminder

An E.D. (any disorder, for the matter), doesn't have one fixed shape or form. Not everyone struggling with it is extremely thin with their ribs visible. Check up on your friends and if you're the one struggling, you're still valid, just as you are.

I want to be able to hang out with my friends and not feel self concious abt my rolls

I want to be able to look at an overweight person and feel relieved that I don't relate to them and wonder how it can get so bad.

while I'm not necessarily heavy on the thigh gap, I'm dying to have thin legs. I need my bones to show.

I need to starve myself and lose sm weight in a short time that my parnets get severly concerned

I went some where w my bf yesterday and he took a pic of me while i wasn't paying attention. That double chin was HORRID.

Fasting is addicting once you get into it

I can't wait to be done w my exams so i can starve myself properly again

one of the biggest things that keeps me from gorging myself on food is this picture. my appetite disappears as soon as i see how fat my thighs and arms are and is instead replaced with just disgust at what i look like.

ignore my messy room and wack haircut, i deeply regret it & im tryna grow it out again lol

I'm new to Tumblr and girl blogging so I just wanted to share some things about me!

Favorite movies/shows:

IT, YOU, The Last of us, fear street, Texas chainsaw massacre, scream, Chucky, Friday the 13th, lilo & stitch, Harry Potter, But I'm a cheerleader, twilight, skins, the virgin suicides, girl interrupted, beauty and the beast, fantastic Mr Fox, hello kitty and friends, Alice in wonderland.

Favorite singers:

Billie ellish, Lana del Rey, to girl, girl in red, KORN nirvana, Frank ocean, Tyler the creator, artic monkeys, the neighborhood, any 80's or 70's singers or bands, idk I have a bad memory of remembering people.

I'm looking for people who like those things. NO CREEPS OR OLDER MEN!! I also suffer from lots of mental things but I don't feel comfortable saying them but just so you guys know! I hope we can be friends!!

can't wait until im skinny enough to get a boyfriend🩷

No binge July here I come‼️‼️‼️

Being suicidal has some pros cause I’m too dead to want to eat or got anything to sound good at all!! yay i love starving and feeling dead

I only get up if I want to do art or makeup so I at least feel a little okay

sometimes I think I should genuinely just kms

I’ve been on and off binging sense summer STARTED and it’s driving me crazy

like I’ll be good for three to four days then ruin it for two and I’ve gained almost ten pounds

I feel so defeated and dead

I won’t be able to reach my goal by school and that’s devastating

I need to get back on track

I miss starving sm

someone HELPPPP

I really want more friends on here

like cause chatting but maybe like a Ana buddy?

To like encourage and motivate

keeping eachother on track and all^^ would be nice to have someone to talk to about these things :P

I’m so desperate to feel loved omfg

I want someone who truly cares and listens to me

someone who understands and I can TRULY connect with

Someone who shares interests with me or will listen to my interests

please please please

I feel like if I was skinnier I would totally have a better chance

my face is quite nice but my body is NOT

I need to lock the fuck in and maybe I’ll find love

Binging has made me realize how bad food actually tastes

like I don’t understand how I still get cravings when it all taste so bland and gross

I don’t want to eat a fucking brownie that taste like shit but the cravings do

have to say fruit taste so much sweeter and better then any dessert I’ve had

In the mood to cancel everything and just rot in my bed 💜💜💜

I’m so fucking excited to go to the gym tomorrow

I NEED to lose weight this summer

Oh my god I am so miserable I want to die

I love you Ana but you hurt so so much

I’m so scared to go to my friends birthday party tonight

I love him dearly but he always has Costco pizza and fatty chips as the food

a singular slice of cheese pizza from there is 700 CALORIES

which is fucking insane and I am not ruining my progress for a slice of pizza like that

I just don’t wanna be the odd man our sitting there not eating but also that’s goals

being a great baker and having a ED sucks

cause like what you mean I can’t even try my chocolate chop espresso cookies

Could I get some meanspo PLEASE

I like need it to be as harsh as you can because dude I’m fuckin 189ib 6’5 at SIXTEEN

which is so insane like how the fuck are you that fat

I’ve been starving really well lately but I just binged and I need to feel disgusting

I want to be so fucking thin that I don’t even look real

like fucking art dude

I feel like I’m going crazy

like what do you mean I’m LOOKING FORWARD to laying in bed watching like 2013 animatics, crying while cutting myself?? Oh with the possibility of literally feeling nothing but my head getting dizzy from starvation

Frankie falls to peer pressure again and ate

gonna be SICCKKKKKKKKKKKKKK

Bring back ED forums 2025

Never did I think there’d be a day I spend 26 bucks on laxatives

Tried being normal the past two days and have gained five pounds

I hate that I tried

it didn’t make me feel better

only worse

now I’m grosser

I need to starve for at least three days

I’m going to be skinny by my junior year

I’m gonna lock the fuck in this summer

ten pounds a month if I try hard enough

I’ve done it before

I can do it again

Everything is so wack

Like I don’t feel anything really it happens all the time

it’s so horrible

if I feel I feel horrible

and gross

and fat

and ugly

I need to die

I need to throw up

I need to feel

I eat to feel just to throw up to feel