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having an 3d and being curvy is so hard bc the features i get the most attention on are what i wanna lose

day 3

these are my two favorite thinsp0s, i love the first girls hair and how beautiful her body is, and i like the second girls skin and how its so pale

day two, im 5"1 and i do actually like my height. im smaller than all my friends and the boy i like says he loves how short i am compared to him. when im skinnier i think ill be happier with my height, im so broad and f@t that being short makes me look worse

im going to d1e christmas eve and christmas involve so much food and my sister cooks so much. i feel gross already

day one

when i started trying to lose weight, i was 57.8kg and currently i am 52.4kg. i binged a lot, but im not hungry much anymore. my goal weight is 45-40kg

i want to lose weight so drastically over the holidays no one recognizes me and people are concerned

im over my calorie intake AGAIN today, atp im never going to be skinny. i want to be unrecognizable by the time school starts again so people will comment on my weight. on the bright side, i feel so full with less food, so hopefully my stomach has shrunk

why the fuck is christmas surrounded by food and everyone wants me to eat and try all their food it makes it so hard to not binge im going INSANE. like do they want me to be fat? im 427 calories over today

today was christmas day at my school and i binged so much food, i kept g@gging after but my friends were there so i couldnt excuse myself without seeming rude. as someone with emetophia and @na, i hate being sick unless i have to

this is so me coded

me because my weight starts with a 5 not a 3

how can i lose weight super fast? im going out this week and you can see how fat i am in my outfit. i hate it, i feel like all my friends judge me and i cant lose weight even tho im trying. i hate my body i just wish i was skinny. every time i look at the scale i hate myself more. anyway current weight is 53.4 kg and my goal for the end of the year is 40, so if anyone has any tips drop them below 🎀

I’ve binged so much this week, I feel s!ck. I can’t control it either, I always eat too much or too little and I hate it. I feel like such a pig and I’ve gained back all the weight I lost.

currently feel like i want to thr0w up, just binged alot at lunch and i regret it but i have severe emetophobia so id rather not

im getting so fat again, time to go on a diet 🎀 im going to try not to eat tomorrow, but I have sports so praying I don’t faint

What apps can I use to track things like fasting, weight loss and calories?

I gained a bunch of weight in the summer and I need to lose it bc I actually look disgusting now and I need a good tracking app if anyone knows one 🎀

"Are you okay? I noticed that you lost weight..."

Maybe, my weight is a dream for someone, but I think that I'm fat. I weigh only 46, but I still think that I'm fat. I want to lose 6 kg, and I don't really care that these workouts are exhausting. I wanna be skinny, and I'll do it, and I don't care if it's unhealthy. I want to eat only 500 calories a day, or at least 800, because 1000 is too much. I wanna do 5 workouts today and I already did two. I want to be skinny – I will be skinny.

SAVE ME

my mom is forcing me to eat...i really dont want to...i feel so disgusting

I need to lose 4 kilos.....but its so hard oh my god...

help i feel like im gonna pass out

i haven't eaten a proper meal in a long time....i feel sick and my body is so weak,I tried to eat because my mom forced me to, but I almost threw up

dinner?

i feel sick

everytime i eat something i feel so sick like i need to throw up oh my god i just can't eat its so hard

My mom forced me to eat..it took me 30 minutes to eat a banana..i want to throw up ew

I just ate....i feel so disgusting i want to go throw up..i didnt take my antidepressants today so ehhhhh

Okay last Masterminds post of the day

Amber has like I minor eating disorder or something right. I skinny 13 year old should not be watching her weight. They fully restricted these kids media access but didn't mange to take out the parts of it that push unhealthy body standards. The watsonain explanation was that project Osiris was created by people who where not very smart.

In all serious this is the one part of the series that actually bugs me. It definitely normalizes some messed up stuff. If they called attention to it or made it part of her character arc it could have been really interesting.

Guys Amber Masterminds would be such a good character if she was written better

I need to lose weight, I'm getting fat. Like what do you mean a bmi of about 21?!?!

Guys I over ate as shit today. I ate over 500 kcal more than my max, which is 1000 kcal. I need to stop treating myself with food. I need to earn food, yes, but it's not a reward. It's a necessity which you need to earn. Enough to survive, no more.

I do need to say those chocolate eggs are so good though, I'm addicted. And why the fuck er the fuck is bread, meat and my dam coffee so high kcal why? And fruit too like why? My life is a lie.

Send me meanspo or questions please, I'm bored, need inspiration and it's fun. Requests are open too.

And pro for me not for thee

And don't report me, just block

You're not doing anything you're just irritating as fuck

That rhymes, and was the only reason why I said fuck in that sentence.

Why does bread have to be so high kcal? Why does any food I like have to eat be so high kcal? I'm ate around 1191 kcal today, which is over my limit ugh. Oh and why does my favorite coffee have to be 90 kcal a cup? Like why?