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kinktober — day 11 | somnophilia

pillowtalk • [ji changmin]

a place that is so pure, so dirty and raw

pairing: ji changmin x gn!reader genre: smut, established relationship, kinda fluffy (i mean look at him !!!!), soft sub!idol, dom!reader synopsis: in which you try a new way to wake up your boyfriend changing word count: 715 warnings: pet names, somnophilia, wake up blowjob

changmin is such a QT, i’m so soft for him pls ,,,,,,,,

Opening your eyes, you turned your head to the side, eyeing Changmin’s sleeping figure. His face was solely illuminated by the soft moonlight peeking through closed blinds, making his porcelain skin look even purer.

His lips were slightly parted as he let out a sleepy sigh, chest slowly raising and falling in deep sleep, when your eyes wandered from his face over to where the blanket covered his body.

One of his legs stuck out from the covers, he had kicked it away when it got too hot in the middle of the night. When your gaze got stuck on his thighs, you noticed he was only wearing boxers, so you cocked your head to one side, licking your lips as a sly smile crept onto them.

You carefully got out of bed, making sure not to wake him up, as you slipped out of the covers and walked around the bed to the foot end. Looking at him from the new position, you eyed Changmin in awe, his precious face pouting in his sleep tugged at your heartstrings as you silently got to your knees and slid back under the blanket between his legs.

Hoping your hands weren’t too cold yet, you pat up his legs to find the band of his boxers, only to glide your hand in and pull his dick out. Changmin squirmed, opening his legs further while letting out a sigh you could barely hear because of the blanket enveloping you. Stilling your movement, you shot a glance up at him, trying to make out whether or not he woke up by your action.

You slowly pumped his length a few times, feeling his girth in your hand, before you placed a kiss on his tip and licked off the precum that already spilled out.

The bitter taste of it made you quiver, salty flavors weren’t your case anyway and this surely wasn’t too much of a snack either, but still, you loved the way Changmin felt inside of your mouth when you finally took him all the way in.

Carefully hollowing your cheeks around his shaft, you wrapped your hand around the lower part that didn’t fit into your mouth, massaging his erection as you started bopping your head.

Changmin jerked again, this time tangling a hand in your hair as he let out a silent moan. He pulled the blanket off you, his eyes finding yours as he watched you releasing his dick from between your lips before you turned your attention to his tip again.

Kitten licking the head of his cock, you looked at him with innocent eyes, drool gathering in the corner of your lips and rolling down his shaft in a big droplet. You kissed him again, wrapping your hand around him and pumping him a few times, Changmin’s grip on your hair getting tighter as his cock twitched in your hand.

»Keep going«, he whispered through gritted teeth as he screwed his eyes shut in pleasure. »I’m close.«

A loud moan escaped his lips, making Changmin scrunch his face in pleasure as he thrust into your hand, his other hand finding his lips for him to bite on as an attempt to conceal the praises that lingered on his lips.

Yet, when you took him back between your lips and hollowed your cheeks around his girth again, he couldn’t stop the whimpers that slipped past. He was close, you could feel his cock throbbing against your tongue when you swirled it around his tip once more.

Arching his back off the bed, Changmin released his warm seed, painting your mouth in white as you swallowed, carefully trying not to waste a single drop of his essence.

Bopping your head a few more, gentle times, you helped him come down from his high as he took a deep breath, his heartbeat racing and the hair of his fringe stuck to the sweat on his forehead.

He gently stroked your head, apologizing for pulling your hair like that, and pulled you up to lay your head on his chest. A warm smile lay on his lips when you snuggled against him, and he placed a kiss on your forehead.

»What a nice way to wake me up, you should do that more often.«

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he's a baby for me and u can't change my mind, hope you liked it, changmin anon :3

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kinktober setlist

do you ever love someone | tbz younghoon x tbz hyunjae

it started with a typical saturday night—quiet and dim lighted for kim younghoon's minimalistic apartment unit on the twelfth floor of the whole building. september just ended and the season is transitioning from a scorching summer to rather windy fall. thinking that by having his longtime bestfriend and actually romantic interest came over to fill the chilly gap tonight, there is lee jaehyun in the other side of the dining table. the both of them just finished the dinner younghoon cooked himself with a bottle of wine from one of the finest château jaehyun's or hyunjae's (there are too many jaehyun's around so) fancying over. then the lee asked if he could stay over as he is too drunk to drive himself back in which the kim surely agreed to.

the both of them changed to more comfortable fits, brushed their teeth, and moved directly to the shared bed. being bestfriends since they were newborns in the hospital ward—family friends and its perks they said, made sharing the same bed as an occasion that is not to be fussed about too much. though as younghoon realized his romantic interest towards hyunjae, this slightly succeeded in fastening his own heartbeat. not wanting to be more flustered than he is at the moment, younghoon quickly pulled up the covers and asked hyunjae to turn off the bedside lamp.

moments have passed and the kim has successfully reached the deep unconsciousness—in the opposite, the lee is still trying to find the comfortable state to fall asleep. hyunjae knew there is something bugging inside his mind recently and somehow he got this odd guts saying that it would fade away the moment he asks it out to younghoon.

"hoon?" hyunjae somehow couldn't resist the urge to ask. though he might be an asshole at times, he would never really want to disturb others' deep slumber—yet his odd guts literally made the decision that he should this time.

the one being asked—younghoon, randomly mumbled then changed his position from backing away to face him kind of properly. his eyes tightly shut but hyunjae is sure that his ears are all in.

"can i ask you something?" hyunjae continued.

younghoon chuckled weakly as the sleepiness is still there—he proceeded to reply in his morning voice (it was a little over midnight at the moment in fact), "mind you that 'can i ask you something' is already a question, jae."

ah, kim younghoon and his subtle teasing nature, hyunjae thought.

younghoon was never the type to intentionally make others flustered by teasing them—he absolutely doesn't need to and it's more of hyunjae's kind of thing, but he does though he only shows it to selected few including hyunjae.

"i'll take that as a yes," hyunjae sighed and younghoon noticed the seriousness and anxiousness the other had, he tried harder to open his eyes.

"do you ever love someone so much at the point it scares you to tell them what you're actually feeling?"

oh my Lord, oh my good Lord.

this is absolutely nothing kim younghoon would expect to hear from someone like lee jaehyun—the lee jaehyun he's known since the very first memory he had in mind, the one that is known as a true heartbreaker (the nice one though, the type to keep things genuine but only for a short period of time—never cheated or something like that). he couldn't even keep up with the number of girls and actually guys hyunjae have dated with over the years. the lee possessed God gracious sculpted good looking physical appearance, literal jack of all trades, interesting personality, and those qualities are surely attracting many.

but then his mind traveled back to the fact that hyunjae asked something like 'do you ever love someone so much at the point it scares you to tell them what you're actually feeling?', that's a question only a true romantic would ask! younghoon never took him as a true romantic as hyunjae has too many hearts broken under his name and it should numb his concept of romance. yet younghoon quickly got over it—hyunjae is an honest bastard, sometimes way too honest and that is why he is a bastard. the way he can't tell whoever he meant about his feelings must be torturing him deeply (younghoon was not sure that they were really talking about hyunjae himself though).

"hoon? uh, i guess that was odd? well, let's forget it and sorry for disturbing your sleep. get back on it, good night-"

"i do, and i still am," younghoon—still with eyes struggling to open and morning voice, cut off the other quickly.

and it's you, the one i'm loving way too much at the point it scares me to tell you the truth.

hyunjae felt a timid surprise throughout his system as he sees younghoon as someone similar to himself, a heartbreaker—though more in the calmer side with prince like outlook and somewhat unapproachable as he has this shy introvert nature. but a heartbreaker is still a heartbreaker by the end of the day right?

"it's the best of not really the best feeling ever, you got it?"

hyunjae hummed quietly, he agreed though—the best of not really the best feeling, it is as messed up as it sounds.

"why?" younghoon tried to continue the conversation as he noticed that hyunjae's hum could end everything they have at the moment.

"why what?" hyunjae asked back, eyes finally fell on the august born he's known all his life.

"why did you ask something like that? especially to me at this hour."

hyunjae felt his throat drying up, he lost the strength to answer somehow. yet younghoon patiently waited while staring back at the september born's twinkling orbs.

"i didn't know either—my odd guts told me to ask you, it has been bugging my mind recently," hyunjae replied after a solid ten minutes of silence.

younghoon hummed, "you have someone in mind then? the one who made you thought of it."

the idea of someone strucked hyunjae like a blazing lightning inside his mind—someone, someone he has known way better for way too long. and younghoon kind of got the memo, oh please keep in mind that neither the two of them were never the clueless type—they're literal heartbreakers, know how romantic interest works, and have been understanding each other the best.

and just like that, younghoon shifted from his laying position to sit himself up on the bed with eyes finally wide awake. he simply leaned closer and unsurprisingly hyunjae kept still—not showing any sign of uncomfort at the disappearing space between. they could feel each others' pacing breath as their nose tips began to touch each other. but as the party who has been realizing longer, worries and hesitation started to grow on younghoon—luckily, hyunjae being the risk taker he is noticed it and took over the lead.

do it, just do it. now or never, once for ever.

and there you go—

lee jaehyun kissed kim younghoon right on the lips at sharply 1 am on the shared bed of minimalistic apartment unit on the twelfth floor during the transition of summer to fall.

the kiss—it was a quick peck actually, a chaste one too. it happened too fast at the point the both of them kind of forgot how each others' lips tasted like (kind of 'gross' but guess that's just how people in love act).

"can i do it again?" hyunjae asked in rather small voice, risking it all in the contrary.

younghoon simply nod.

and they kissed, again. this time longer, more demanding, and filled with various unsaid feelings. through that, younghoon learned that hyunjae's lips tasted like a warm wine from a certain château—it was drunkenly sweetening. hyunjae also learned how younghoon's lips tasted like the softest combination of cherry and coffee—it sounded weird but he loved it.

"i never really thought we would—more on myself though, develop romantic interest to each other," hyunjae opened the conversation as they parted the contact.

"i thought the world has gone mad the moment you asked that question earlier," younghoon smiled vaguely.

"how long has you realized yours though, hoon?"

"two to three years, i guess? i'm not particularly sure either, i just happened to wake up one day and realized i wanted to kiss the hell up of your lips and spend my entire life with you."

"cheesy," hyunjae cringed.

"but i like it, let's do that."

"let's do that."

christmas eve | tbz bermuda line

it's christmas eve and the town center just couldn't be any busier. people flooded the sidewalk trying to find warmth in occasional delicacies. the classic red and green decoration fashioned with yellow lighting buzzing up the atmosphere. then there are two particular human beings, sitting in front of each other inside an ordinary cafe, yet with somewhat miserable tension going on.

well, they're lee jaehyun who mostly goes with the nickname 'hyunjae' as there are too many jaehyun's in his field of work as lawyer and lee juyeon who is a known architect also hyunjae's romantical partner since high school senior year. they've been enjoying each other company for about ten years though it seems that things aren't really working between the two recently.

hyunjae sighed, sipped only a little—almost nothing actually, of whatever his significant other ordered for him before he even arrived. yes, juyeon was the one who asked hyunjae to come to this cafe when the world knew how much of workload the older has even during holiday season.

"so, what do you want to talk about?"

juyeon—still with somewhat blank and unreadable expression on, tried to open his mouth but closed it again after a moment.

"juyeon, if you only want us to hang out drinking coffee without anyone starting the conversation-"

"let's break up."

and it seems like the time has stopped and the world has crumbled for the one and only lee jaehyun or as jacob bae said—hyunjae's best friend since law school years, 'God's favorite' for his ethereal looks and enviable intelligence.

back to present.

break up? break up as in ending the romantic relationship between juyeon and himself? hyunjae thought, puzzled.

"hey?" juyeon asked, a bit concerned.

"break up as in ending our relationship?" surprisingly, hyunjae still had the strength to respond properly.

"yeah, it seems like we simply don't work anymore. you're busy with your work and so am i—though actually we still could spare some time to be together yet we just chose not to. it's like we've came into conclusion that we stopped caring and eventually loving each other, or at least that's mine."

hyunjae listened to juyeon's reasoning while taking another sip of his cup, trying to process it nicely. well, it is indeed right that they've been so occupied by their careers this whole year in particular. and even if they meet, none would initiate to communicate like they used to.

"is there nothing left to be done? i mean, do you really think that we can't fix it? we've spent.. a decade together and you're sure that we simply don't work anymore?" hyunjae asked, unnoticeably trembling under.

juyeon firmly stated, "there's nothing left to be done, hyunjae. i'm sure about it."

hyunjae stared blankly at the.. dull ceilings of the cafe? didn't know, didn't matter—he only wanted to avoid juyeon's deep and rather sharp stare right now, especially in this kind of situation.

relationship is made of two or more, if one of them decided to end it reasonably then there is nothing to be done. it's the end, isn't it? your first long lasting romantic relationship ended here, hyunjae.

after a moment, hyunjae finally responded, "okay, let's break up then. i'm glad for all the time we've spent, sincerely thank you for the last ten years. live well, juyeon."

"back at you, jaehyun." the younger managed to slip a bitter smile on his lips and left the older in the cafe just like that.

and this is how lee jaehyun or the so called 'God's favorite' got dumped on the very christmas eve this year.

.

after almost an hour of further processing the whole situation that just happened, hyunjae decided to drive himself home despite having an unstoppable train of thoughts. hell, he did know that tonight is going to happen anyways—but on christmas eve? well, it's way earlier than he expected to be. he ended up enrouting to nearby parking lot in the middle of his way to reach a particular someone through the phone.

"hoon, are you free tonight?"

kim younghoon—the rising musical actor who is also a very close childhood friend of hyunjae.

"did juyeon dump you or-" younghoon in the other line replied, in jokingly manner surely.

"yes, he did."

"..."

"hoon? it's okay if you're busy-"

"your place then it is, i'll bring the finest wine. should i bring your favorite box of chicken? oh, we could call over jacob too."

"thanks, but let's just sink tonight in together—just the both of us."

younghoon let out his melodiously beautiful chuckles.

"you're driving home by yourself right? be careful then, see you soon.."

"chéri."

chéri—younghoon's endearing pet name for hyunjae before the later began dating juyeon ages ago. unknowingly, a small smile crept up to hyunjae's face after hearing that.

"been a while since the last time you called me that."

"now that you're single so.."

.

and the night sinks in, it's christmas eve after all.