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" how it should have been..."
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(they looked so cute together omg🥹)....
Why...WHYYYY
Pip is living the Dream right now.
I haven't forgotten about October I'm just busy with life
October 10 and 13th: Night and monster
This isn't finished and I probably won't finish it either sorry
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New chapter!
when the 2 demons on your shoulders agree they are both saying "you should kill "that guy"
just some fast and loose hellsing fanart cos i haven't done any art in a few days, i tried doing them in my style but they just lost there identity a bit to much so i stuck close to my references with this
If I may, add this higher res pic of anime police girl Seras I’ve always thought the militarized SWAT look was really awesome.
seras in her cop uniform reminds me of that police dog puppy who’s vest is too big for him
see? He can be nice sometimes 💓
Alucard softening up whenever he sees he upset Seras by being too harsh is my shit
You never see this compromising and empathetic side of him unless it's towards Seras or Integra, and more often than not Seras since she's very open with her feelings and the least cynical out of everyone in the cast
Bc everyone around him is openly fucked up/insane he doesn't ever talk to anyone who takes his words as harsh and hurtful- like suddenly he needs to check his mouth? damn he feels bad??? he can still feel guilty for hurting people's feelings????
He's harsh with her bc she isn't acting like a "proper" vampire to him, but not in the totally disgusted and dismissive way he sees in the artificial vampires he fights
He knows she's truly just struggling with herself in her new form, and imo, is interested in the independent path she's taking that isn't his bc he knows he doesn't want to see her truly end up the way he has, but his way is all he knows
All he can do is offer her advice and knowledge, observe what she is comfortable with, and what motivates her- he is confused but also astonished by the fact that she doesn't want to be "powerful and singular" like him, or any other vampire, bc why wouldn't you take advantage of all of these new abilities for yourself?
But she wants to depend on him, wants that connection to him, and isn't interested in gaining strength for herself in her new form- it baffles him bc his motivation for becoming a vampire came from a place of total hatred, bitterness, and vengence
He thinks of their bond as sire and fledging as a chain around her neck she should want to break free from (at first), while she sees their bond as her finally having a hand to hold onto which she doesn't want to let go of
idk I think it's endearing how he doesn't really know how to handle her type of personality in the beginning
Her personality and his responsibility over her kind of forces him to bring out his humanity which he thought of as long gone by now- and we know this to be true bc he succeeds in becoming the teacher she needed to reach her full potential, which would not have been possible if he didn't show her this sincerity
The head pat was a moment of character growth for the both of them- Alucard who is usually cold or smirking from bloodlust unabashedly showing his fondness and pure affection for Seras and Seras' achievement of fully accepting her vampiric side on her own terms
Alucard the big bad sadistic horrifying war mongering vampire smiling through rivers of blood, only to turn around and see sunshine adopted daughter fumbling and tripping through the battlefield as he walks back, sighs, and picks her up
Go get em girl!!11
Seras vicroria,,, my beloved
Imagine seras throwing a grenade only for it to roll back to her
haha poor Seras. thanks for the ask:)
Seras how would you and your 2001 anime self would react to each other you both seem night and day different from each other
haha sorry I had to, this was a gold opportunity, thanks for the ask:)
been re-watching Hellsing Ultimate this week hehe