Speachless.

This depressive episode is making me LITERALLY rot. I haven't showered in 4 days, I haven't brushed my teeth for weeks, and I just don't want to get out of my house, I'm too ugly to be seen.

Muhtesem Yuzyil: Isabella Fortuna’s black gown w/white embroidery, s2

Hi! I do understand that girlhood is not a spectrum of sexual performance, but the action of growing up from a little girl into a woman who tries her best to fit in this complicated,men ruled world. I used the phrase "girlhood is a spectrum" like in the way most girls in this app do.

Girlhood is a spectrum. Sometimes you want to be a hot pink, ayesha erotica, bimbo, sex sex sex type of girl and other times you want to be a virgin suicide, soft pink, baby deer/fawn, nina sayers, virgin mary type of girl.

quit brainrot. unfollow trolls. read essays. go down rabbit holes. have a calendar. maintain a todo list. read old books. watch old movies. turn on dnd. walk with intent. eat without youtube. chew more. train without music. plan for 15 mins. execute. organise your desk. take something seriously. read ancient scripts. act fast. find bread. eat clean. journal. save a life. learn to code. read poetry. create art. stay composed. refine your speech. optimise for efficiency. act sincere. help people. be kind. stop doing things that waste your time. follow your intuition. craft reputation. learn persuasion. systemise your day (or don't). write. write. write. write more. iterate violently. leave your phone at home. walk to the grocery store. talk to strangers. feed the dogs. visit bookstores. look for 1800s novels. experience art. then love. sit with a monk and offer them lunch. don't talk shit about people. embody virtue. sit alone. do something with your life. what do you want to create? turn off your mind. play. play a sport. combat sports. notice fonts in trees. fall in love. notice patterns on a table. visualise it. talk to people with respect. don't hate. be loving. be real. become yourself. cherrypick your qualities. discard the useless. rejections aren't permanent. invite what aligns. accept what does not. read great people. be different. choose different. do great work. let it consume you. lose your mind. value your time. experience life.

After this summer my psychiatrist will definitely increase the dose of my meds.

"Oh but saving me makes him so happy! :D" Aziraphale, I see you. I know what you are. I know you've played up your distress in the past. I know you wouldn't save yourself from sticky situations 'cause you needed an excuse to see Crowley again. An angel will literally construct intricate rituals of getting himself into trouble just so a demon will swoop in like a knight in shining armor and take him out on a delicious, alcoholic date afterwards. There's something so very wrong with you, babygirl, and I love you so much.

Mahidevran’s brown/teal silk dress with sequin bodice - MC, S2, Eps. 43,59,61

Can't believe I'm shipping a triangle with a ford. True love ig

In my slut era (I wanna be held and loved by someone so badly)

Note to self: don't leave all your work for the last day :')