I Wrote This 5 Years Ago, And Don't Remember It. I Am Confident Enough Today To Share During The Anniversary

I wrote this 5 years ago, and don't remember it. I am confident enough today to share during the anniversary of my NDE:

Last year, my relationship with reality and time changed when I had a near death experience. There is no handbook to help navigate and ease me into the transition, and however tactful the spiritual leaders who guide or have guided me try to be, there is raw truth that surrounds the perceptions i encounter. There is a particular undeniable element to the visions, much like intuition but a stronger knowing backed up by irrefutable sensory evidence.

Then there's knowing higher beings.

The compassion and love surrounding me from the angels and my guides protects me from most ramifications of exposure. No words can express the gratitude for my salvation.. and yet the nature of what I have experienced has been quite maddening.

And madness came when. I felt the heavy weighted cloak of sadness upon my soul. I realized the damage that had been done under my unknowing subservience to malevolent forces.

I am healing. I am regaining control of my consciousness. I am practicing discipline and acceptance that there is. No. Easy. Way. Through. This.

No shrink or shaman or act of man will be able to heal the wounds that linger. I am at God's mercy alone, may my heart and mind be guarded steadfastly.

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wolves don't lose sleep over the opinions of sheep

I've been fighting invisible monsters in my sleep.

Or so it would appear to on-lookers.

These monsters are very real.

Today I woke up punching the shit out of my pillow.

[from july 1 2024 / posted 12.23.24 11:22am]

Wolves Don't Lose Sleep Over The Opinions Of Sheep

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sensitive-sailor

4 months ago

Best Weekend Of 2025 So Far 🏙🌉🌃🌇🏀🏈⚾🦅⛹️‍♂️🍽🥨🍪🍻🍟💃🕺🌬🧤🧣☔☂❄❤️‍🔥🪐🍃☘️🕹⚔️🧫🧪🧼🎀🪄🏴‍☠️🐺🌕✌

Best weekend of 2025 so far 🏙🌉🌃🌇🏀🏈⚾🦅⛹️‍♂️🍽🥨🍪🍻🍟💃🕺🌬🧤🧣☔☂❄❤️‍🔥🪐🍃☘️🕹⚔️🧫🧪🧼🎀🪄🏴‍☠️🐺🌕✌ treated by my tiny pack... So much love from Philly.

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sensitive-sailor

11 months ago

Together when the moon sets

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sensitive-sailor

11 months ago

So Hilda season 3. (This post has nothing to do with hilda season 3)

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sensitive-sailor

3 years ago

Wings of the Cosmos by LhuneArt

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4 months ago

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6 months ago

Good Tidings 🎄🎅❄️🦌 / Yuletide 12.23.2024

HARRY POTTER AND THE CHAMBER OF SECRETS 2002 | Dir. Chris Columbus

HARRY POTTER AND THE CHAMBER OF SECRETS 2002 | dir. Chris Columbus

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sensitive-sailor

11 months ago

I Don't Know What I Did To Deserve You. Well, Believe It, Baby. I'm All Yours.

I don't know what I did to deserve you. Well, believe it, baby. I'm all yours.

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sensitive-sailor

4 months ago

My diet is really wild

I won't eat anything but like a few pieces of fruit for several days

Balanced meals?

Hell no a whole dill pickle followed by a frozen Gogurt and

Several cups of ice

And like a plate of nachos???

No wonder I have weird dreama

Help

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sensitive-sailor

4 months ago

No this is this universe