could you share a noah x m! reader blurb or some kind of little headcanons <3 (i <3 your writing sm)
hi bb tysm !! here's a little noah x m!reader thing! đ I hope you enjoy and thank you @thenmaybehellaintsobadafterall for posting the perfect bestfriend!noah pictures that fit this <3
CW: just complete and utter fluff, boys pining for each other, being flirty and cute, mentions of alcohol
The house party is busier than you ever anticipated, despite Noah insisting heâd only invited a few people. You figure his roommates and friends mustâve added extras to the list, because by the time you arrive, thereâs a sea of unfamiliar faces weaving through the houseâheads nodding, bodies swaying to the music blasting from a speaker in one corner, while scattered groups linger in every available space.
Youâre about ready to give up on finding Noah when he spots you, calling out your name and reaching for you. âThere you are! I thought you werenât gonna make it.â
His long, tattooed fingers graze your arm, and if that isnât enough, he tugs you closer, wrapping one of his long limbs around you. Even though your height puts you just above his armpit, he still towers over you, still makes you feel small as he pulls you against his side and tucks you there.
âYouâre staying with me tonight,â he murmursâno slur in his voice. If heâs been drinking, it hasnât hit him yet.
âOkay.â You say it quietly, with a hint of nervous laughter, because truthfully, big gatherings like this arenât your thing, but being pressed up against Noah makes you feel something else entirelyâcomfortable, at ease.
His arm stays around you, and while your own rests loosely at his waist, itâs him who pulls it tighter around him as he chats with Davis and one of his roommatesâJesse, you think.
For a moment, you swear his fingers interlace with yours. Just a split second. Then he pulls away, and your hand settles at his hip, gripping gently to steady yourself.
He doesnât loosen his hold around your shoulders, even as he reaches for a can someone offers himâthen brings it to your lips first, offering you a sip before he takes one himself.
âItâs disgusting.â Davis makes a face as he glances over at you, silently warning you not to take a sip, but Noah just scoffs and drinks from the can anyway.
You shake your head, asking for something elseâanything that wonât make you wonder if thatâs what Noahâs mouth tastes like right now.
When you dare to peek up at him, you catch the way his tongue swipes across his lips, the tip barely grazing the scruffy facial hair heâs been growing out. Itâs rough around the edges, but he still looks goodâhe always has.
It makes you think back to your last conversation, when he was complaining about how patchy and awful his facial hair looked compared to yours. You teased him relentlessly until he had you pinned on the bed, and you swear there was something in that momentâa flicker of heat, a quiet ache, the first stirrings of something deeper.
Looking at him now, you wonder if he feels it too, that same twisting excitement low in your stomach. The green hoodie clings snug to his frame, somehow softening his features and making it even harder to look away.
Youâre staringâobviously staring, youâre sure of it, but the moment self-awareness hits, you blink hard, shake your head, and try to bat away the thoughts crowding your mind.
âHey! Hey!â Michael calls out, a handful of girls trailing behind him and a gleeful look on his face. âWho wants to play spin the bottle?â
It sounds juvenileâsomething most people would roll their eyes at, wondering why a bunch of twenty-somethings would bother with a game like that, but the guys around you are quick to agree, including Noah, whose arm still hasnât moved from around you.
âYou gonna join?â he asks, glancing down at you, and your heart hammers in your chest. For a brief moment, you swear his gaze flickers to your mouth, just like it did the other day when he had you pinned against his bed.
âAnd risk kissing you?â you scoff, trying to play it off, but all that does is make Noah pull you even closer, making obnoxiously loud kissy sounds near your ear.
âFine! Fine! Iâll play!â you relent, laughing despite yourself.
You feel the distinct press of a kiss against the side of your head, soft and quick, before he pulls back and helps usher the group into the far corner of the kitchen, where the game is already starting to take shape.
Youâre waiting for your turn, your gaze flickering between the spinning bottle and Noah, whoâs seated opposite you. Each time you hear him laugh at a near missâwhen the spinner ends up kissing someone on either side of himâyou swear you can feel your insides melt.
Youâve long been aware of the effect his voice has on you, but now even his laugh does it too. Itâs unfair, how this silly schoolboy crush has gotten so out of hand, turning you into someone who fawns over him more openly than you ever did in the beginning.
Itâs always in moments like this that you try to convince yourself he hasnât noticedâthat he doesnât catch the way your eyes linger a second too long. That is, until he does catch you. Every time he does, he flashes you a smile and says, âBaby boyââattached to a question, maybe, though whatever follows gets swallowed by the music and the roaring chatter of the crowd around you.
Still, you latch onto the only words that matter, because every time you hear them, something inside you flutters.
He only calls you that. Any other time, you might tell yourself itâs just a broad pet name, nothing special, but youâve never heard him say it to anyone else. In fact, youâre almost certainâheâs never given anyone a nickname. Just you.
When your turn to spin the bottle finally comes, you brace yourselfâscanning the group, calculating the exact force youâll need for it to land on him.
It doesnât work.
The bottle skims past Noahâjust like it had for everyone else, but unlike them, youâre not drunk enough to giggle your way through the disappointment or get excited about kissing someone else. Instead, you feel deflated and mildly terrified that youâll have to kiss anyone at all.
You canât back out now, no matter how much you want to.
It takes everything in you not to tense up when the brunette the bottle landed on leans in and presses her mouth to yours. Itâs sloppier than you expectedâher tongue trying to push into what was meant to be a quick, polite peck.
It lasts only seconds, but they stretch endlessly. When you finally pull away, you discreetly wipe your mouth and glance across the circle, your eyes finding Noah again.
You wishâdesperatelyâthat it had been his mouth on yours. That it had been his tongue trying to get in. You wouldnât have stopped him.
You spend the whole night wishing it had been him, especially when you watch the girl you kissed spin the bottle and have it land on him.
Jealousy stabs through your chest, sharp and sudden, and you force a smile along with everyone else cheering her on. Itâs all in good fun, you try to convince yourself, sitting on your hands to stop yourself from reaching across the circle to kiss him in her place.
You watch his mouth the moment theirs meet, your heart heavy in your chest, rising to your throat. Itâs not a real kissâheâs holding back. God, please let him be holding back.
The seconds stretch, long and unbearable. When they finally pull apart, you release a breath you didnât realize you were holding.
Then, from across the room, Michael yells, âWho wants to play Seven Minutes in Heaven?â
Your eyes dart to Noahâs, and when they meet, thereâs a silent agreement to play. A silent prayer that the two of you will be picked together.
By some miracleâor maybe because of Noah whispering in Davisâs earâyou both end up in the closet together.
The space is tight, mostly due to the clutter: items stacked on shelves, hanging from the door, or scattered across the floor, but you donât really need space, not when Noahâs hands are already resting at your waist, keeping you close.
His breath is warm as it ghosts across your skin, and even in the darkness, you can see him gazing down at you. You can just make out the shift in his dark eyes, something unspoken lingering there.
You swallow, try to clear your throat and speak, but itâs Noah who speaks first.
âI wanted it to be you back then.â
His confession hits youâhard, fast, and completely unexpected. You blink, thankful he canât see your expression in the dark.
âYou⊠you what?â You ask for clarification, like you didnât just hear him perfectly, even though you did.
âThe kiss,â he says. âI wanted it to be you.â
For a second, you wonder if heâs had more to drink than you thought, but you saw him, he barely finished the can.
Then his head dips, and you feel the brush of his nose against yours, his breath warm against your lips, and the unmistakable tug at your shirt as he pulls you closer, holding you in place.
His mouth is soft when it meets yours. Soft and cautious, like heâs afraid youâll pull away. You feel the prickle of his facial hair against your own, and it sends a quiver through you, but you melt into it, hands pressing to his chest, welcoming the kiss and returning it fully.
It starts tender, but quickly shiftsâsomething deeper, hungrier, like heâs been holding back far longer than he wants to admit.
Your hand finds the side of his neck, cradling it as you let him in, welcoming his tongue. You donât even care about the taste of the beerâitâs sweet and bitter, unmistakably him, and itâs intoxicating. It takes everything in you not to moan aloud.
You wonder, briefly, if this is just for the game, for the playful thrill of Seven Minutes in Heaven, until he presses his forehead to yours, breath shallow, and whispers:
âCan we do that again?â
Tell me what's mine and tell me what's yours Why I never got a say, never got a choice?
wanna come over & cry in the shower with me
Summary: Jolly buys Folio a casual collar, a way for the world to know that he was Jolly's. It ends up serving a double purpose as a very effective grounding tool. Pairing: Jolly Karlsson x Nick Folio Warnings: Casual kink, Description of a panic attack Word Count: 864 header by: saradika-graphics ; divider by sitkowski
Jolly enjoys giving gifts to his boys. It's not always planned. Sometimes he'll be walking past a shop and something will catch his eye that he thinks one of them will enjoy. The chain necklace he has in a subtle black box immediately made him think of Folio. It's nothing fancy, just a silver chain with a little weight to it, something that might bring Folio some comfort. Jolly found the lock about twenty minutes later and the set was complete in his eyes. A subtle way to let others know that Folio was collared, that he was Jolly's.
It took Folio a moment to realize what the necklace meant. It wasn't until he'd seen the lock ( "Nicky" engraved on one side, "Joakim" on the other ) that it seemed to click. His eyes widened and he let out a soft gasp that made Jolly chuckle. He picked the necklace up, his thumb running a long each link of the chain before brushing against the lock like it was the most precious gift he'd ever gotten.
"You were gone for two hours."
Jolly snorted at how incredulous Folio sounded. "You wanted something you could wear every day right?"
"Well yeah. Of course."
"Surprise."
Folio laughed softly, and Jolly's expression softened almost immediately. The drummer started to put the necklace on but he paused. His cheeks flushed slightly as his gaze lifted to meet Jolly's.
"Can you put it on for me?"
Jolly's smile widened and he nodded, reaching to take the necklace from Folio. He unhooked the clasp, putting it on so the lock sat at the base of Folio's throat. His fingers ghosted over the lock before they slipped under the chain, giving it a slight tug. His head tilted to the side as Folio seemed to settle, his eyes sliding shut as he took a deep breath.
"Looks good on you pup," Jolly murmured.
Folio's chin lifted a little, looking proud despite the way his cheeks flushed. "Now everyone knows I'm yours."
"All mine pup. No one else's."
Post show adrenaline was a tricky slope for Folio to navigate. More often than not, the crash just made him tired. It would give him just enough energy to walk to the van before immediately falling asleep until they reached the hotel. Sometimes he'd wake up on his own. Other times, Jolly would have to half carry him up to their room and he'd wake up hours later with no idea how he'd gotten where he was.
Then there were nights like tonight, where the adrenaline refused to wear off and Folio felt like he was going to crawl out of his skin. His normal restless energy turned into something closer to a caged animal who needed to be let loose. He couldn't stop pacing and each breath felt like a struggle to fill his lungs with enough air to be considered hyperventilating. Tonight, his heart was racing so hard he was pretty sure it was going to explode.
Jolly noticed. He always noticed.
Folio felt like he blinked and Jolly was a few steps away from him. A soft whimper left him and Jolly's hand lifted to rest on the back of his neck.
"Nicky, can you look at me?" Jolly's voice is soft and calm. Folio's gaze snaps to him and Jolly's smile is soft. "Take a few breaths for me pup."
Folio tries. He really does, but each breath feels like his chest is too tight to expand. A low whine leaves him and something seems to register in Jolly's eyes.
"I'm gonna give your necklace a little tug. Is that alright?" Folio nods and Jolly hooks the chain with his index finger, giving it a gentle tug.
Just like the first time he'd worn the necklace and every moment since, the tug on Folio's collar helps ground him. The tightness in his chest eases just enough to let him take a full breath.
"Again."
Jolly nodded, giving Folio a moment to catch his breath, his finger still holding onto the chain. This time, he gave it a little harder of a pull, using it to pull Folio a little closer to him.
Folio moved without a thought, letting himself be pulled in before he realized he was in motion. The tension eased even more and that restless energy seemed to finally, finally ebb. He stumbled the last few steps, burying his face in Jolly's chest, wrapping his arms around Jolly's waist.
A soft hum left Jolly as he pressed a kiss to the top of Folio's head. "Deep breaths Nicky. I got you. You're okay."
Folio's grip tightened around Jolly's waist, fingers gripping Jolly's shirt like the piece of fabric was his lifeline. "I'm sorry. I didn't...couldn't calm down."
Jolly frowned before reaching down to tilt up Folio's chin, making the drummer look him in the eye. "You have nothing to apologize for pup. It's alright. How're you feeling now?"
"Better. Thanks."
Jolly nodded, pressing a kiss to Folio's forehead, nose, cheeks and lips. "Good. Think we got a new way to ground you now eh?"
Folio grinned, laughing at each consecutive kiss. "Yeah. Yeah I guess we do."
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You know what sounds so fun? Having nap dates with Noah.
There's not really a purpose other than napping together. Maybe it's like, around 2 or 3pm, you're both lounging on the couch and you start to get sleepy. He notices that by how you're yawning every two minutes.
So, he takes your hands in his and pulls you off the couch.
"C'mon. Let's go to bed and take a nap."
And it's obvious that you can't deny it.
So you both move to the bed, and get comfortable under the covers.
Maybe you're resting your head on his shoulder. Maybe only your hands are intertwined. Maybe his long legs are tangled with yours.
You talk about mundane things until one of you falls asleep, and then it doesn't take long for the other to follow.
And then this becomes a routine. Noah starts to notice your preferred hours for a good nap (not right after lunch, you prefer to wait around 1 hour). So he already has the bed ready by then. The pillows are all fluffy and the blankets are already laid out.
And if, for some reason, he's not there to nap with you (he gets cranky when he has responsibilities during your nap hours), he makes sure you're rested by texting you throughout the day to ask if you've had your afternoon nap yet.
You tell him that yes, you tried to sleep, but you never felt as rested as when he was with you.
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Can't stop thinking about Folio fucking you with his drumsticks
Canât stop thinking about him doing this before a show, because he wants your scent with him when heâs on stage.
He loves having you spread out in the green room, teasing the thick end of the stick against your clit, watching how you jerk and press into it, softly pleading for more. âAlready so needy, baby?â he drawls, voice dripping with that southern charm and teasing smirk, slow and deliberate as he begins to inch it into you.
One hand presses firmly against your stomach, fingers splayed while his thumb circles your clit, praising how well youâre taking itâhow much youâre taking. âOh, look at that⊠look how deep youâre taking my stick, baby. Gonna be all over it all night for me.â
Sometimes, heâll even hold the sticks between his teeth, just to roll his tongue along the wood and get a taste of you.
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