Ugghhhh, I Want Their Relationship

almost ruined a 6 year long friendship because of my fucking depression

do to ever feel like you're already de@d?

I'm still physically here, but I feel like I'm already gone. I burn and cut myself just to feel something, but it's never enough

when everyone leaves, I can finally be myself. it's exhausting to wear a mask everyday

i feel like a fucking failure. i can't even kill myself correctly. always one tablet less than i need

pretty sure I died that day I tried to kill myself

nothing's felt the same since

it's all numb

forgot how much fun cutting is 😋 can't believe I went 3 ish weeks without it

TW-sewerslide

So, I 'tried' again and my parents are making me go to the doctor's again 😮‍💨 it wasn't even that bad, I just took a few tablets. but, yeah, I might be gone for a little bit, not that anyone actually gives a shit

Little things about me (not that anyone cares)

I was born in 2008 (17 rn, yikes!)

I'm from England 🏴󠁧󠁢󠁥󠁮󠁧󠁿

I've 'tried' 3 times

I love AHS and Batman and love reading serial killer books

My old account got termed so I'm trying to be careful with this one

Anyways, enjoy this Daz Black tiktok:

TW FAKE CUTS!

Block, don't report

You've been warned 😀

They're baby styros, I think?

I was clean for a like a month then started again and can't quite get the right depth to hit styro properly

I also have a few burns that are healing (the weird circular scabs that you can see in the pics)

I did them with incense sticks and I keep picking at them and they won't heal 😀

anywhos, my last account got termed so I'm being a bit more careful this time round