Geum Seong-je x Fem!Reader | Soft Romance, Flirting, Emotional Vulnerability, soft seong je
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He didn’t call it a date.
You knew that already. He wouldn’t.
He just texted:
“Be ready at 6.”
And when you opened your door, he was already there — hands in his pockets, leather jacket, a little more cologne than usual. He didn’t meet your eyes at first. Just scanned you up and down, slow.
“That’s what you’re wearing?” he asked, voice unreadable.
You blinked. “Uh… yeah? Why?”
A pause.
He looked away. “You look good.”
You smiled. “Is that your way of flirting?”
“No,” he muttered. “That was me being honest.”
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At the Ramen Spot — Late Evening
He brought you to this little ramen place that had two tables, cracked walls, and the best broth you’d ever tasted. He didn’t say much at first — just watched you blow on your noodles and sip slowly, his own bowl untouched.
“You’re staring,” you said, playful.
He didn’t deny it.
“You always eat this slow?” he asked, leaning on one elbow. “Or are you just trying to look cute?”
You nearly choked on your spoon.
You narrowed your eyes at him, teasing. “If I didn’t know better, I’d say you were trying to charm me, Seong-je.”
He smirked. “Is it working?”
You leaned forward a little. “Maybe.”
He blinked. You saw the way his smirk faltered — just for a second — and something tender settled in its place.
Then, quieter:
“I’ve never done this before.”
“What, flirt?”
He chuckled under his breath. “No. This. The… normal stuff.”
You twirled your noodles, voice soft. “What’s normal to you?”
“Running. Fighting. Keeping people out.”
You didn’t say anything — just reached out and gently brushed your knuckles across his hand.
He looked at it, then at you.
“I guess you’re not ‘normal’ either,” he said.
“Is that a good thing?”
“Yeah,” he said. “It is.”
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Walking Home – Under Dim Streetlights
He walked close to you. Not touching, but his hand would brush yours every few steps like he was thinking about it. You didn’t push — just let it happen.
“Can I ask you something personal?” you said suddenly.
He tilted his head. “That’s all you ever ask me.”
You laughed. “Okay. What were you like… before all this?”
He took a breath, eyes fixed on the sidewalk.
“Quiet,” he said. “Angry. Always trying to prove something.”
“To who?”
“Myself. Mostly.”
You nodded. “I think I tried to disappear a lot. Not because I hated the world. Just… I didn’t think it would miss me if I went.”
He stopped walking.
You turned toward him.
He stared at you for a long time. “That’s not true.”
You shrugged, trying to smile through it. “It felt true.”
He reached for your hand again, lacing his fingers between yours without looking away.
“Well. I would’ve missed you.”
That did it.
Your face flushed, and he noticed — and the way his expression softened after that made it even worse.
“You really like me, don’t you?” you asked, voice light but hopeful.
He pulled your hand up to his mouth and kissed the inside of your wrist, like it wasn’t a question.
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You shouldn't do this one if it makes you uncomfortable.
Could you do a si-eun and/ or seong je x reader where they find out about readers sh scars?
Xx
Pairing: Geum Seong-je x fem!reader
Genre: Hurt/Comfort, Romance
Warnings: Mentions of self-harm scars, emotional vulnerability, soft Geum Seong-je
A/n: if you are going through this just know you are not alone. Coming from someone who has been in that spot it can be hard especially if you feel alone, but everything will be ok in the end just keep your head up! Just take your time and remember everything will pass. There’s always a light at the end of the tunnel. Luv y’all🫶🏻
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The rain outside painted the windows with a steady rhythm, soft and calming. Inside the small apartment, the lights were low—just the warm glow of the lamp near the couch where you and Seong-je were tangled up together. His arm was around your waist, your head resting on his chest, listening to his heartbeat while a random movie played on the TV neither of you were watching.
It had been a long day, and you were finally letting yourself feel safe.
You had taken off your hoodie earlier, now just in a loose tank top and shorts. You didn’t think about it when you raised your arms to stretch, your body relaxed for once.
But when you reached for the blanket beside you, Geum Seong-je’s eyes caught something he hadn’t noticed before.
Scars.
Faint but unmistakable, etched gently along the soft skin of your upper arm.
Your breath hitched when you saw him looking. You tried to pull the blanket over yourself quickly, to cover up, to hide, but his hand gently caught yours.
“Wait…” he said quietly.
Your heart pounded. You looked away, suddenly cold even in the warmth of his arms. “Don’t.”
“Y/N…” His voice was soft, so different from how he usually spoke to the world—sharp, cold, intimidating. But this wasn’t the gang leader now. This was your Seong-je.
He sat up, carefully taking your hand, fingers brushing against the faded scars like they were something delicate. “Why didn’t you tell me?”
You swallowed hard. “Because it’s not something I want people to see. It’s ugly.”
His jaw tensed, eyes flicking up to yours. “Don’t say that.”
You gave a hollow laugh. “Well, it’s the truth.”
But then he did something that made your chest tighten—he leaned in and pressed a gentle kiss to your arm. Right over one of the old scars.
“You lived through it. That makes it anything but ugly,” he said. “You’re still here.”
You blinked quickly, eyes stinging.
He held your face in his hands then, looking into you like he could read every part of you. “You don’t have to hide from me. Not ever.”
“I didn’t want you to think less of me,” you admitted, voice barely a whisper.
“I think more of you,” he said without hesitation. “A lot more. You went through something and you’re still standing. Still laughing. Still loving. That’s strength, not weakness.”
You bit your lip, the tears falling now—slow but real.
Seong-je pulled you into his arms, wrapping you up tightly, protectively. His voice was lower now, soft against your hair. “Next time you feel like hiding… come to me instead. I’ll hold it with you. The weight, the pain, all of it.”
You nodded into his chest, unable to speak, just clutching onto him like he was the only solid thing in the world—and right now, he was.
He stayed like that with you for a long time, whispering soft things, reminding you that he wasn’t going anywhere.
And for the first time in a long time, you believed it.
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The rain outside was still falling in slow waves, casting soft shadows through the window. Geum Seong-je had his arms around you, and you stayed tucked into him for what felt like forever—safe, warm, and finally breathing without the weight of shame pressing down on your chest.
Eventually, he leaned back a little, his hand still holding yours. His thumb brushed over your knuckles, slow and grounding.
“You hungry?” he asked, voice low. “I can make you something. Or order from that place you like.”
You shook your head with a small smile. “I just… wanna stay like this. With you.”
He tilted his head, studying you for a second, and then gave a quiet, almost shy smile. The kind of smile not many got to see from him.
“Then we stay like this,” he said simply.
You both shifted to lie back on the couch, your head now resting on his chest while one of his hands played with your hair and the other wrapped securely around your waist. It was quiet, but the kind of quiet that felt good—like healing.
“You know…” you said after a moment, your voice soft against his shirt, “I used to think no one would ever love me if they saw all of me. The broken pieces. The dark parts.”
Geum Seong-je didn’t answer right away. He just ran his fingers slowly down your back and whispered, “Then they didn’t deserve you.”
You lifted your head to look at him. His eyes were already on you—serious, soft, filled with something deeper than just affection. Something like devotion.
“You’re not broken,” he continued. “You’re just… still healing. That’s different. And I’ll wait. However long it takes.”
Your breath caught in your throat.
“You mean that?”
He nodded. “I wouldn’t say it if I didn’t.”
You were quiet for a second, overwhelmed by how gentle he was being with you—this boy who so many feared, who had blood on his knuckles and scars of his own, was handling you like glass but never treating you like you were weak.
“I’m scared sometimes,” you admitted.
“So am I,” he said. “But I’m not scared of us.”
That broke something open in you. You leaned forward and kissed him—soft, slow, your hand resting against his cheek. He kissed you back with the same tenderness, like this moment was something sacred.
When you pulled back, he looked at you with so much warmth, his forehead resting against yours.
“Let’s go to bed,” he whispered. “Not for anything else. Just to hold you properly.”
You nodded.
In his room, the sheets were warm from the dryer. You slid under the covers, and he pulled you into his chest, wrapping himself around you like he never wanted you to leave.
You rested your hand on his chest, feeling his heartbeat again.
“Thank you,” you whispered.
Pairing: Geum Seong-je x Reader
Reader has gone through a bad day and just needs to feel safe
Genre:fluff
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The day had clawed its way through you.
Everything that could go wrong had. Your phone screen cracked. You failed a test you swore you were ready for. Someone said something cruel, and it stuck to you like tar. Every word today felt louder than usual. Every hallway, more suffocating. You were tired of people talking at you, expecting things from you, watching you.
You didn’t cry. Not yet. You just moved on autopilot, feet dragging until they brought you to the one place you didn’t have to pretend.
The warehouse was quiet. Familiar.
Geum Seong-je was there, back turned, doing something with his hands—maybe taping up his gloves, maybe cleaning up after a fight. He always had a reason to keep busy. Even when things were quiet around him, his body was never truly still.
You didn’t say anything. You just walked up behind him slowly, like approaching a wild animal. You knew how he was. Touchy. Defensive. Like if you leaned on him wrong, he’d snap and bare his teeth. But today… today you just needed something to anchor you.
So you leaned forward and rested your head gently on his back, arms not even wrapping around him—just laying against him like a ghost of a hug.
He stiffened immediately.
“The hell are you doing?” His voice was sharp, not yelling—but cutting.
You didn’t move. “I’m tired.”
He took a step forward, trying to shake you off. “Go sleep somewhere else.”
You grabbed the back of his hoodie, fingers curling into the fabric like it was the only thing keeping you from sinking. “Just for a second.”
He turned around now, face shadowed, brows furrowed in irritation. “I’m not your damn pillow. Don’t come around me like that.”
You finally looked up at him, and this time you couldn’t stop your voice from cracking. “I just want to be held.”
It came out so small.
So raw.
Like a piece of you broke off and landed at his feet.
He opened his mouth—probably to say something sharp, maybe tell you to go home—but then he saw your face. Not just your red-rimmed eyes or the trembling line of your mouth, but all of it. The weight. The silence. The fight you had clearly already lost with yourself.
His jaw tightened. Then relaxed.
He sighed, turning his head slightly like he was annoyed with himself.
“…Tch. Come here.”
You didn’t move fast—scared he’d change his mind if you did. But he didn’t stop you when you stepped forward. Didn’t push you when you leaned into him again.
This time, his arms came up—awkward at first, like he didn’t know where to put them. But eventually, one arm wrapped around your back, then the other rested lightly on your shoulders. It wasn’t tight. It wasn’t romantic. But it was real.
Warm. Solid. Human.
His hoodie smelled like worn leather and faint cologne. His chest was steady under your cheek. You let out a breath you hadn’t realized you’d been holding for hours.
You didn’t talk.
He didn’t ask what happened.
And that was the best part.
Seong-je wasn’t the type to whisper comforts or tell you things would be okay. But he was warm. And still. And after a few minutes, his hand lifted—hesitantly—and started brushing down your back in a slow, grounding motion.
“You should’ve just said something,” he muttered under his breath.
You smiled weakly into his chest. “I didn’t think you’d let me.”
“…Yeah, well.” He cleared his throat. “I didn’t think you’d cry on me either, but here we are.”
You weren’t crying, not really—but maybe he said it just to give you permission.
You stayed like that for a while. Long enough for the noise in your head to dull. Long enough for his arms to tighten just a bit more. Long enough to believe—for a little while—that the world wasn’t as cruel as it had felt this morning.
And Geum Seong-je, rough edges and all, held you like maybe he needed this too.
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Geum Seong-je x fem!reader | dark romance, obsession, soft tension, quiet ache
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It’s the only night he doesn’t come.
You wait.
Eyes wide open, curled in the soft nest of blankets and expensive sheets in the basement room — but the door doesn’t open. The chair remains empty. No quiet breathing from the corner. No watching. No warmth.
You stare into the dark, heart drumming.
He’s never missed a night.
He always sits in that chair like a silent guardian — a king keeping vigil over the only thing in his world he wants to protect.
But not tonight.
You wait another hour.
Nothing.
At first, it feels like abandonment. Then something else entirely.
Hunger.
Not for food. Not for air. For him. His presence. His closeness. His voice in the dark.
You slide out of bed barefoot, floor cool under your toes. You go to the door. It’s locked, of course — the same way it’s always been when he leaves at night.
But he forgot something this time.
You’re not scared anymore.
You want to find him.
You go to the vanity drawer. Dig under the perfume bottles and silk ribbons until you find it — the thin hairpin he tucked there last week when brushing your hair. You twist it once, twice — remember something you saw in a movie once.
Click.
The lock gives.
Your breath catches.
You push the door open slowly. The upstairs hallway stretches out like a black river, long and quiet and full of shadows. You step out, careful. Listening. Not a sound.
Not even him.
You move barefoot through the corridor.
First room — empty. Just storage. Dusty linens, untouched.
Second — a study. Neat rows of books. Closed curtains.
Third — locked.
Fourth — another guest room. Clean, unused.
Then the last one. At the very end of the hall.
His room.
You feel it before you even open the door. It smells like him. That warm, masculine scent — clean soap, leather, cedar, and something sharp beneath it. You press your palm to the door, breath trembling.
Then push.
It opens with a soft creak.
The room is dark, but the curtains are cracked just enough to let moonlight spill across the floor. You see the edge of the bed first. Huge. Unmade.
And then — him.
Geum Seong-je.
Asleep on his back, one arm resting over his stomach, the other turned palm-up on the sheets beside him. His hair is slightly messy, lips parted, chest rising and falling under a thin black shirt.
You freeze.
You’ve never seen him like this — unguarded.
He looks so young. So tired.
So… human.
Something inside your chest twists.
You step forward. Slowly. Silently. The floor doesn’t creak under your weight. You approach the bed like it’s an altar and he’s the god that owns you.
You slip beneath the covers.
His body shifts instinctively, heat radiating off him like fire. You slide close, curl against him — your cheek resting right over his heart.
The moment you touch him, he stiffens.
Then —
“…You picked the lock?”
His voice is quiet. Half-awake.
You don’t answer right away.
You only whisper, “I couldn’t sleep without you.”
A beat.
Then a sigh leaves his chest — long and low and defeated.
His arm curls around you without resistance, pulling you flush against him. Your legs tangle. Your fingers curl into the hem of his shirt. He presses his face into your hair.
“You’re not supposed to be here,” he murmurs.
“You said I was never a prisoner,” you breathe.
He doesn’t respond.
But he holds you tighter.
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Later that night, you shift in your sleep and feel him watching you.
Not from the chair.
But from inches away.
His eyes are open now. Awake. Silent.
Like he still can’t believe you chose this.
Like he doesn’t know how to survive the ache you’ve carved into his ribs.
His voice barely breaks the dark.
“You’re mine,” he whispers.
And you, still half-asleep, curl deeper into his chest and murmur, “I was always yours.”
Pairing: Geum Seong-je x Reader
Genre: Angst, possessiveness, obsession, unresolved tension
Setting: Post-Class 2 events, dark school rooftops and quiet apartments
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You shoved his hand off your wrist for the third time that night.
“Geum Seong-je,” you snapped. “You’re not my boyfriend. You don’t get to act like this.”
His eyes flickered. Not wide, not surprised—but focused. Too focused. Like a lion watching prey try to limp away.
“Don’t call me by my full name like that,” he said, stepping forward. His voice wasn’t loud, but it tightened the air between you.
“Why not? That’s your name, isn’t it? Or should I start calling you what people actually say behind your back?”
He raised a brow. “You think I care what people say?”
“You care when I say it.”
That shut him up, for a beat. And that silence felt more dangerous than any insult he could throw.
You folded your arms, already regretting coming up to the rooftop with him. He’d cornered you at the stairwell after your last class, asking—no, demanding—a word. Always when no one else was around. Always when it would be easier to just nod and let him have his say.
You should’ve said no.
“You were with him again,” Seong-je said finally, his voice low. “You know who I mean.”
You blinked. “Are you seriously bringing this up again? He’s a friend. A normal friend.”
“Normal? You think that guy’s not waiting for you to give him one smile and climb into his lap?”
You stepped back. “You’re out of line.”
He followed, slow and deliberate. “Maybe. But I’m not wrong.”
“Even if you’re not, it doesn’t matter. You don’t get to dictate who I hang out with. You don’t own me.”
That word. Own.
His face twitched. Not angry. Not yet. Just… strained. Tense in that way he got when he was trying not to lose control.
“I don’t want to own you,” he said. But his eyes said otherwise. “I just want you to understand. I’m the one who sees you for who you are. Not them. Not that guy. He doesn’t know how your voice sounds when you’re lying. I do.”
You stared at him, arms still crossed. “That’s not love, Seong-je. That’s surveillance.”
He laughed. Just once. Sharp, bitter.
“Love?” he repeated. “You think what you make me feel is love?”
You paused. The rooftop air felt colder suddenly. And quieter. His voice dropped to a near whisper.
“I don’t sleep some nights,” he said. “Not because of guilt. I don’t have much of that left. But because I can’t stop thinking about you. What you’re doing. Who you’re smiling at. If you’re still thinking about me or if you’ve finally decided I’m just another freak with a control problem.”
You didn’t speak. Because he wasn’t wrong. You had thought that. Maybe still did.
“But then you do something stupid,” he continued. “Like laugh too loud in the hallway. Or wear something that makes every guy turn his head. And I realize—they don’t get to see you like that. They don’t get that part of you. Only I do.”
You exhaled slowly. “That’s not love either. That’s obsession.”
He stepped closer again, so close you could smell the faint trace of smoke and mint he always carried. Not cologne—something darker. More dangerous.
“I don’t care what you call it,” he said. “As long as it keeps you away from him.”
You glared at him. “You think I’ll drop my friends just because you said so?”
He leaned in, voice quiet enough that you could feel it in your spine.
“I think you already have. At least a little. Because you’re still here. Because even when I scare the hell out of you… you stay.”
He was right. And that terrified you more than anything.
Because you had a million chances to walk away from Geum Seong-je. From his temper, from the way he made everything a war, from the way his gaze felt like it could skin people alive—but you didn’t.
Maybe because part of you liked how intense he got. How he looked at you like you were the only real thing in a world full of pawns and trash. Maybe you liked being the one exception.
But at what cost?
“You need help,” you whispered.
His head tilted, eyes unreadable. “You make me worse. You know that, right?”
You nodded, slowly. “Yeah. And you make it really hard to breathe sometimes.”
He looked at you for a long time. No smirk. No anger. Just a quiet, razor-sharp stare.
“Good,” he said. “Then we’re even.”
And then he kissed you.
It wasn’t soft.
It wasn’t sweet.
It was a claim.
Possessive. Bruising. A kiss like a warning.
You didn’t kiss back. But you didn’t push him away, either.
And when he pulled back, his hand still wrapped around your wrist, you realized he wasn’t going to let go.
Not tonight. Maybe not ever.
• He tells you he’s “just keeping you safe,” but it’s really about control. You’re not allowed to walk home alone. Your location is always known.
• He doesn’t trust anyone else with you — even your friends. He’ll start isolating you, gently at first. Then, not so gently.
• If someone touches you — even accidentally — he notices. And that person will feel it, later. Quietly. Violently.
• He’s not affectionate in public. Not out of shame — but control. You’re his. That’s enough.
• When you fight, he shuts down. Ice-cold silence. You’ll beg for a reaction, and he’ll stare at you with that deadpan expression that makes your heart drop.
• But later, he’ll show up outside your door, bruised from a fight, and press his forehead to yours like nothing happened.
• The only way he knows how to love is through violence. If someone hurts you — even emotionally — he will retaliate.
• He doesn’t understand emotional boundaries. If you cry, he gets angry. Not at you — at the world. At whoever made you feel like that.
• He has no limits when it comes to revenge. People disappear. Rumors start. You stop asking questions.
• He doesn’t need to ask what you’re doing. He already knows. His reach in the streets makes sure of that.
• Sometimes he’ll be standing outside your class, not saying a word. Just watching. People start whispering. You don’t know if you’re flattered or terrified.
• He reads your texts when you leave your phone unattended. Not because he doubts you. Because he needs to know.
• He shows affection when you’re broken — when you’re crying in the dark or trembling after a confrontation. That’s when he becomes gentle. That’s when his voice drops low, and he brushes hair from your face like you’re something fragile.
• But if you act too independent, too distant? He withdraws immediately. Gives you the cold shoulder until you come crawling back. He needs to feel needed.
• He doesn’t flinch at your anger. But your tears? That kills him — because he knows he causes them, and yet he still wants to keep you close.
• He once held you after a breakdown and whispered: “No one’s allowed to hurt you. Not even me.” But he already had.
• He tells you, “You don’t need anyone but me.” Over and over — until you believe it. Until it’s true.
• You can’t tell if you’re in love or if you’ve been caged. But some twisted part of you doesn’t want to escape.
• He’d burn the world down for you — but he’d burn you too, just to keep you his.
Even if he has a cold demeanor he would give In to your hugs and kisses and if you asked he’d cuddle you to sleep.
He loves seeing you wrap your arms around him if it means you will sleep feeling safe.
If it ever seems he’s not listening to you when he’s on his while your telling him all your school problems or girl drama. He’s most likely writing down names so he knows who he can’t trust around you.
Arguments end the same sometimes with him. He’s yelling at you. He leaves y’all’s apartment.he comes back with silent treatment, so your the one having to say sorry. Then y’all end up cuddling on the couch watching tv
HEY GURL, can you write a story with geum seong je x reader, where the girl is the complete opposite of him, she is sweet, smiling, kind, does not smoke or drink and is a not very sociable girl and does not like to go out. They could meet at a party where she was forced by her friends, where she will only drink a cherry coke and read bluelock scans (don't judge) Afterwards I don't have too many ideas but it could be a romance where she is innocent (like +++) and will be a kind of entertainment for seong je. Tysm (your biggest reader)
He's so fine shibal
Pairing: Geum Seong-je x Innocent!Reader
You never wanted to come to this party.
You made it very clear to your friends—parties weren’t your thing. The music was too loud, the people too fake, and the smell of alcohol and weed made your head spin. But here you were, pressed into a corner of someone’s overpriced rooftop apartment, sipping Cherry Coke from a red solo cup and pretending not to exist.
The only thing keeping you sane was the Blue Lock chapter you were rereading on your phone, thumb swiping slowly while chaos swirled around you.
“Yo,” someone drawled beside you, voice low and smooth, like a cigarette dragged too slow.
You didn’t look up at first, assuming he wasn’t talking to you. Nobody here ever did.
“Cherry Coke?” the voice asked again, closer now. You raised your head.
And there he was. Geum Seong-je. Rumored gang leader. Smoky eyes, lazy smirk, tattoos peeking beneath his sleeves. He looked like every bad decision you avoided on purpose. The kind of guy whose stare alone could unravel someone like you.
You blinked at him. “…Yeah?”
He cocked his head, eyes scanning you like you were a puzzle he hadn’t solved yet. “You’re the only one here not getting wasted or sucking face with someone dumb.”
“I didn’t want to be here,” you replied honestly.
That made him grin, slow and wolfish. “Neither did I. But now I kinda do.”
Your cheeks burned. You looked down quickly, pretending to scroll, trying to steady your voice. “You should probably talk to someone else. I’m not very fun.”
“I don’t like fun girls,” he said, exhaling smoke through his nose. “They’re boring.”
You glanced up. “I’m the definition of boring.”
“Nah,” Seong-je said, stepping closer. “You’re entertaining in a different way.”
He plucked the phone from your hand and squinted at the screen. “Blue Lock? Seriously?”
“It’s good,” you mumbled, trying to take your phone back. He didn’t let go.
“I don’t read, but if it gets you that focused… maybe I should.”
You met his gaze then, and it felt like falling. Sharp eyes, but something behind them—curiosity, maybe. Or hunger.
“You shouldn’t flirt with girls like me,” you whispered.
He leaned in, voice a low purr. “Why not?”
“Because I’ll believe it.”
For a moment, the smirk faltered.
Then he handed your phone back and stepped even closer, cherry smoke mixing with your soda scent. “Good. Believe it.”
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There will be a part 2 later😜😜
Genre: Dark romance, angst, possessive unraveling
Tone: Paranoia, emotional cracks, trust bleeding out
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It was a small thing.
An after-school tutoring session. A group project. A few classmates staying late to work on a presentation.
And you lied.
You told Seong-je you had to stay late because your teacher needed help organizing paperwork. Harmless. You just didn’t want him hovering. Watching. Breathing down your neck every second.
You needed air.
That was all.
But the moment you walked out of the school gates, and saw him waiting across the street, back against the wall like always—you knew.
He’d known.
And he’d followed.
You walked toward him slowly.
He didn’t speak.
Didn’t blink.
Just stared with those cold, burning eyes like you were a puzzle he had just realized was missing a piece.
“Was it worth lying?” he asked.
His voice was quiet. Too quiet. Not calm—contained. Like something was locked behind it.
You opened your mouth. Then closed it.
He took a step closer.
“I saw you,” he said. “With him.”
“Nothing happened.”
“I didn’t ask if something happened.”
There it was. That awful, quiet fury. Worse than yelling. It made the air feel tight. Your ribs ache.
“I just wanted—” You hesitated. “I wanted space.”
His jaw clenched. “From me?”
You nodded. Barely.
That was the first time he truly looked hurt.
Not angry.
Not possessive.
Just… hurt.
Like you’d ripped something out of his chest and stepped on it.
And for a second—just a second—you hated yourself for it.
“Why didn’t you tell me?” he asked.
“Because I knew you wouldn’t let me go.”
“I wouldn’t have stopped you,” he said, voice flat. “But I wouldn’t have liked it.”
He stepped closer. Too close.
And this time, you did flinch.
That pause… it shattered him.
“You’re scared of me again,” he said.
You didn’t answer.
He laughed once. Bitter. Broken.
“You said you could handle me. Said you wanted this. That we understood each other.”
“I did. I do,” you said, voice soft.
“Then why lie?”
“Because I’m tired, Seong-je,” you whispered. “I’m tired of always looking over my shoulder. Of knowing if I talk to someone too long, you’ll find a way to make them disappear. I wanted to feel normal for one day.”
His eyes were cold. But not unreadable.
No—this time, they looked… betrayed.
“You’re not normal,” he said. “You stopped being that the second you chose me.”
You swallowed.
And then he said it. The words that changed everything.
“So pick. Right now. Do you want normal, or do you want me?”
It wasn’t a question.
It was a test.
And God help you—
You didn’t answer.
-MASTERLIST-
A/N: There will be more!!!! If you want me to write any more kpop groups. Idols. Actors, etc plz ask!!!!(i dont rlly do smut but I will try if you request it😉)
A lot of my fanfic will have songs that you can listen to that give the vibe of the writing but you don’t have to listen to them you can listen to your own music!!
About me!!
She/her, Spanish/Mexican American😛
I don’t really write smut, I do sometimes, only if requested or asked(plz don’t be scared to ask😅)
I love kpop, punk rock, and underground rap/Memphis rap!!!!
I also love love LOVE twilight (team Jacob✊😜) I’m also a big jasper fan😏
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But these are the ones I plan on writing(an have written) thus far👇
No one else pt1, pt 2, pt3, pt4, pt 5
Geum seong je x reader headcanons
Only I hurt you
No One Else (follow up)
Every Time
I Know You Missed Me
The Last Cigarette
Cherry coke & cigarettes
Cherry coke & cigarettes pt 2
Glass cage pt 1, pt 2, pt 3, pt 4, pt 5, pt 6, pt7, pt 8
The quiet between us
I Just Want You
Na Baek Jin Headcanons
Dirty little secret
Rumors & recordings
Beneath the smoke
To be loved by a monster
Nothing yet
Nothing yet
I write one shots/imagines for geum seong je. I also write for other characters of kdramas,k actors and kpop idols😛
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